= the beautiful NIGHT=
Thursday, February 14, 2008


I found a mysterious man in the 'landscape' picture I'd painted two years ago.
Can you spot the man in the picture?


(Note: Look at the different shades of blue that is within the red outline shape. It'd help you see the man better.)

I didn't even know how the man came about. This picture was displayed in my room for the past two years, and for those two years I didn't notice anything abnormal at all.

He (The mysterious smiling man) was only discovered on Jan 2008 when I happened to look up at the picture one day. To tell the truth, I was pretty freaked out... And now I don't view this picture the same way i did anymore.

Oh, and after I pointed the man out to my mom, she dramatically claimed that I was possessed by art spirits who were out to control my life.

*rolls eyes*

I probably painted him into the picture subconsciously. -_-;



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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-8:51 PM-


Tuesday, January 15, 2008

"Reflect upon your own strengths and weaknesses."

This innocent-looking essay question stumped me for days.
Right now I'm still racking my brains, trying to think of an introduction...

....

... The antibiotics are not helping my fever/flu at all.



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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-7:26 PM-


Sunday, December 23, 2007

Oh wow. Gee. 2008 is almost here.

I haven't updated for the longest time. This blog's in a rotten state.

My Australian cousins came a few days ago... And i had a hard time communicating with them. They speak with a heavy accent. :/
(I swear i could totally understand what Steve Irwin was talking about on Animal Planet... So WHY did I have such a hard time understanding them?!)

It was also a few days ago when I discovered that my sister had a gift for language. I knew something was up when she managed to decipher what the Cantonese guy was blabbering about on the Hong Kong channel.
She also manages to understand my mom's Hokkien-speaking on the phone. See, my mom has a terribly bad habit of complaining to everyone she knows. (Mainly because her own daughters refuse to listen to her rantings.)
She uses to phone to bitch for about 2 hours a day-- (Maybe I'll time her one day, HAHAHAHA)-- and, according to my sister, the topics are always about:

1) Her lady boss at work who suffers from extreme mood swings and depression

2) The catfight between her lady boss and her colleague (Apparently jealousy was the motivating factor)

3) My dear dad in Dubai

4) Her art-obsessed *older* daughter, who happens to be the one typing this crap right now

5) How her daughters can't be thin like other girls (Incredibly sensitive topic. Mention this to the younger one and you're screwed. Period.)

6) Her personal fight with an old friend of hers, whom she now calls "The Crazy One".

...Anyway, my sister was the one who also managed to understand what the cousins were talking about. I was silent for most of the time, and it took me about 2 days to finally get the gist of how they talk.
Sadly, they had to depart just after the completion of the two-day learning period, so i couldn't speak to them much.

They were pretty nice people, though. :)

The time is now at 1:08AM. I wonder if the Jigoku Shoujo website really works. I should have tried to access it an hour ago. (Not that I'm trying to send anyone to hell. It's just a relation thing.)

By the way, I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas in advance. Enjoy your holidays before the dreaded arrival of 2008!

-reaches out for her pillow-













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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-12:32 AM-


Sunday, September 16, 2007

I dealt with a very unpleasant job this morning.

My sensitivity to certain odors and smells reach out far too much sometimes to be classified as normal. I run at the first whiff of cigarette smoke, undoubtedly cursing the smoker to die of a smoking-related disease as early as possible. I smell perfume in the living room at 12am in the morning for no reason at all. (No, there wasn't anyone walking in the corridor or moving upstairs, because you see, 12am is a magic time where all of your senses are heightened and ears on full receiver mode-- especially if you've just finished watching 'The Mummy' on late night/early morning TV.)
Heck, sometimes i even hear weird noises. Or maybe all the sensitivity is really just an end result of my brain malfunctioning due to lack of sleep.

The whole smelling incident started yesterday. It was about late afternoon, and i was going about doing the dish washing as usual.
Then whiff! My nose caught the smell of fresh vomit.

Of course, it was lingering around the dishwashing area, and the dustin next to the clean dishes (Very strategic place to place it as well. I should tell my mom about the power of micro-organisms and diffusion sometime) hadn't been emptied for days.
So, thinking that it was the decomposing bits of fish gut and various food matter, i emptied it.

After that, the smell got better, somehow. So i washed my hands and trotted off.

Come evening, and the vomit smell(which was supposed to have vanished) started diffusing out into the living room, causing my sister and I to gag while watching the TV.
"What the hell is that?"
"No idea. I emptied out the trash, ok?!"
"Whatever."
"Fine. Whatever."
And both of us endured the smell in silence, with none of us wanting to go to the kitchen to check out the source.

11pm came, and i went to bed. I didn't really have a good night's sleep.

My sister was kicking at my bed the next morning.
"There's this pail in the kitchen." She started.
I choked. The smell had diffused into our room overnight.
So i stomped into the kitchen, two plastic gloves in hand.
And boy, was the smell overbearing.
There was an innocent-looking white pail staged near the window and next to the dish washing area.
Apparently my sighting skills were not as good as my sense of smell.
( Actually, if my sense of smell was that acute, i could have pinpointed the pail. Oh well.)
The pail was filled with foamy white stuff, which i assumed to be leftovers from... I don't know, shirt washing or something.
Then again, no one threw up.
Anyway, i took hold of the bloody pail handle and tilted it next to the bathroom sink.

Of course, gravity took hold and out came the water... with an added suspension of half a pail of rice underneath.
Why is my eyesight so bad?

I stopped pouring and yelled out the damage at my sister, who happened to be carrying her clothes for the day and a towel.
So she yelled-- i got irritated, and after much hesitation and feelings of disgust, took out all the rice grains flooding the bathroom(which smelt like vomit, DUH) and flushed the white stuff down the toilet.

My mom came back from work two hours later. I opened my mouth.
"WHAT WAS THAT PAIL ABOUT--"
"Oh, that pail. Yeah, pass me that. I want to use it to water the plants."
"...!!!?"

So that was it. My mom was using a mixture of decomposed rice and water as fertilizer.
Well, so now you know what is vomit smell. It's the smell of decomposed rice with water in your stomach.

Right now i've got another problem to deal with. The flush in the toilet sounded powerful enough to me, but i've just realized lots of nightmare grains stuck at the... sides...










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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-4:56 PM-


Sunday, September 09, 2007

... And so, the picture below is a summary of what i've been doing during the September holidays.






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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-1:15 PM-


Wednesday, August 15, 2007


-points to picture above-
Just something i did and wasted my time on over the national day weekend. I regret not reading the rules properly...



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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-8:12 PM-


Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Thank you Jacq. Seriously. I guess i just wasn't seeking comfortable words. You told it to me straight in the face, and that was what i needed to snap out of that freakish mood.



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the beautiful night when dreams come alive!
-11:21 PM-


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